--L'amour n'est pas parce que mais malgre-- --I love myself with all the way I am--


What do you call this?

Few weeks ago, I worked 'til very late at night til 8, in the middle of it, i heard someone's whistling twice..well, didn't care about it, since it was the deadline day for my proposal, but after finished, just realized that noone's already in the office.

At 5.50 in the morning (too early maybe), in the parking lot i walked toward the lift, from far, couldn't see whether it's already on or not. But someone's standing in front of it, he pressed the button and entered the lift door..not enough time to catch it for me, so just wait for the next lift..but after i arrived in front of it, just realized the lift's not even on nor

In day time, one day, my friends asked me whether i just giggled from my room..I said no, i willnot do that when my boss is around me. They said that they heard me giggling loudly...

And, today at 6, when walking through the lift, seeing around, well, nobody's around, it was so quiet so that I could hear my steps.. but in the middle of the steps, I heard another steps behind me, then i looked behind, no one's around..maybe it's just an echo..but it's annoying to hear another different steps following us for several time, right? just remind me of the scene in film CSI,,made me think what i should do when someone's try to hit me from my back..


I love my life!

This is the first time I can say that I know that I love my life!

I love myself!
I love my life!
I love you all!
And.... I just realize that I have God beside me *tuink.. though some friends say that there is in fact no God and it's just human's creation of mind..well, i am what i am and you are what you believe you are..*peace!


Weekend Report!

Sabtu, 13 Aug 05

Had yummy breakfast with Maria and my sis in Coffee Bean. After that, my cellphone kept ringing ... (*ah, i love my job very much*)....

Dengan pikiran yg masih tertinggal di Tanjung Priok (*ahh,again.. i love my job very much *gaya Joey serial Friends manggut2) , nge-gym nih (udah janji dr minggu kemarin sih) trus seperti biasa di'siksa' sama personal trainer saya hehe, pdhal sudah saya alihkan dg obrolan2 menarik hihihi (*tapi sempet diphoto2 loh..mudah2an kepilih masuk artikel majalahnya neh..*kapan lg nampang muka walaupun dg mimik yg penuh siksaan)

Met some blogger friends in Plangi right after that exercise, there is Gita with her smiling face en ga beda sama yg di-blog deh, eh, bajunya bagus tuh, beli dimana, mo dinner bareng gak?? , Yaya kok ga pake pink seh, kok pake merah seh, but the good point is that everyone can recognize you easiliy hehehee.. , Heru tetep dengan mukanya yg kalem dan diem2 gt loh (*still missing someone *tuinkk), Lucy yang kebingungan bersama daku (*btw, kita seumuran nehh??) karena melihat Cano dan 'temen'nya yg berbisik2 dan tertawa2 sambil memandang kita, (*next time don't do that, okay! ntar daku ikutan loh hehehe), Vanya yg berjanji mo kasih gratis nginep di hotel mulia (*kidding euy..hehehehe! minta diskon en corporate rate donk!) yg dateng sama temennya Richoz .. oh ya, ada juga Way yg selama ini gue kirain orgnya chubby2 gt hihihihi.. Trus Golda yg selama ini gue kirain cowo eh ga taunya cewe cakep lage!, trus yg laen sih ada Nizar, Uli, Didats , Rozy, Yunus dan Sagad .. ada yg namanya tertinggal?

Minggu, 15 August 2005

Katanya daku harus ikutan ngamen di gereja! Tp dah bangun pagi2 banget (paginya jam 8 maksudnya hehe), sampe bela2in ga nonton lanjutan CSI eh ga taunya ga jadi..huh..akhirnya ya........... nonton CSI lagi deh hehehe bareng sama Maria dan Lina..*ntar mo beli yg second session ah, kalo ada yg mo beliin saya minta sampai session 5! Ada gak sih yg rela beliin gue..hiks*

Abis itu, temenin Lina beli tv baru di Electronic City, maklum aku kan mo pindah otomatis ga bs ditebengin lagi hihihi.. tp..hiks..dvd jadinya diambil, daku musti beli dvd baru..*ada yg mo beliin gak ya, Pioneer tuh yg 5 disk aku mau..... daku en Maria jadinya bantuin ngangkat2in TV dengan dalih si Lina bahwa org yg biasa fitness harusnya lebih kuat buat ngangkat2in barang *emangnya kita kuliii! Abis itu, nonton CSI lagi sambil tertidur 'ninggalin' Maria yg jonggrok nonton CSI trus pas bangun dah ga ada org, semua ke gereja..dan daku?? cari makanan donk...pas buka dompet, huh..tinggal 5k..mayan..cukup buat beli nasi setengah plus perkedel plus tumis pare plus tahu sayur asin..*kpn bs kurus ya mikirnya makan mulu...


Happy Chinese Valentine's Day! Muaccchhhh!

Chinese Valentine's Day is on the 7th day of the 7th lunar month in the Chinese calendar. A love story for this day is about the 7th daughter of Emperor of Heaven and an orphaned cowherd. The Emperor separated them. The 7th daughter was forced to move to the star Vega and the cowherd moved to the star Altair. They are allowed to meet only once a year on the day of 7th day of 7th lunar month.

The story began from the good-looking poor orphaned boy living with his elder brother and sister-in-law. After his parents past away, his brother inherited the house and the land. The boy owned an old ox. He needed to work on the farm's field with the ox everyday. So he was called a cowherd. His daily life was just like in a Cinderella story.

The 7th daughter of Emperor is good at handcrafting, especially weaving clothing. So she was called a Weaving Maid. The Emperor likes her skill to weave clouds and rainbows to beautify the world.

The ox was actually an immortal from the Heaven. He made mistakes in the Heaven and was punished as an ox in the Earth. One day, the ox suddenly said to the cowherd, "You are a nice person. If you want to get married, go to the brook and your wish will be come true." The cowherd went to the brook and saw all 7 pretty daughters of Emperor came down from Heaven and took a bath in there. Fascinated by the youngest and also the most beautiful one, he took away her fairy clothes secretly. The other six fairies went away after bath. The youngest couldn't fly back without her fairy clothes. Then the cowherd appeared and told her that he would not return her clothes unless she promised to be his wife. After a little hesitation and with a mixture of shyness and eagerness, she agreed to the request from this handsome man. So they married and had two children two years later.

One day, the old ox was dying and told the cowherd that he should keep his hide for emergency purpose.

The Emperor found the sky's not that beautiful as before without the 7th daughter weaving clouds and rainbows. He wanted his daughter's grandmother to find the missing daughter and to bring her back. . While the 7th princess was flying to the Heaven with her grandmother, the cowboy wore the ox hide, took his children in two bamboo baskets with his wife's old fairy clothes and chased after his wife in the sky. The grandmother made a milky way in the sky with her hairpin, which kept them separated. The 7th princess was moved to the star Vega (The swooping - Eagle) in the Lyra (Harp) constellation. And the cowherd with his two children stayed in the star Altair (Flying one) in the Aquila (Eagle) constellation. The star of Vega is also known as the Weaving Maid Star and the star of Altair is as the Cowherd Star in China.
Magpies were moved by their true love and many of them gathered and formed a bridge for the couple to meet in the evening of the 7th day of the 7th lunar month, which is the day the Emperor allowed them to meet once a year.

They said that it's hard to find a magpie on Chinese Valentine's Day in China, because all magpies fly to make the bridge for the Weaving Maid and Cowherd. The one thing to prove that is the feathers on the head of the magpies are much lesser after the Chinese Valentine's Day. If the night Chinese Valentine's Day rains, the rain are the tears of the Weaving Maid and Cowherd.
p.s seperti kata temen2 yg lain, mirip kisah jaka tarub ya.....


still want THAT FEELING staying here.....

In fact, this is the type of topic I tend to avoid............. But ..............

Seeing some friends around me being happy with his/her boy/girl friend,
Seeing them smiling gratefully to their 'spouse' as if they want to say 'thank you so much for everything you've done to me and being with me' ,
Seeing them playing happily around with their children,
Seeing how beautiful and wonderful a child was
Then I look at myself.....

Still the hatred for him exists in me, still I want to punch him even even just for one time, still I feel the hurt and still I need time to recover...

I know I have forgiven him for what he had done, but the hard feeling still exists..

AND I have to let it go and go on my own life. I want to feel that kind of FEELING again.

It's not that I am not ready for one new relationship but I just have not found the RIGHT one, the one that truely love me and I do too for him no matter what we are...

P.s posting yg ginian bisa dianggap serius gak seh..!


Thanks and Muachhhh!

For the SMS Greetings, Septin! Hendro! Lenny! Wie! Lisa & Dap! Pries! Paulus! Eko! Delon! Ronny! Eva! Mama! Ci Mar! Linawati! Ai2! Ervina! Ivana! Stefen! and...yg lain yg mungkin secara ga sadar keapus messagenya..xie2 ni all! Muachhhhhh!

Walaupun dg muka yg pertama2 seakan menyatakan 'hey, elu belon bayar tagihan bulan iniii! dan membuat aku berpikir sejenak pas mereka mengucapkan hepi birdei, terharu juga nih sama si receiptionist Fitness First.. walaupun mereka paling ngintip di member card aku..

Eventhough felt a LITTLE bit ashamed and made me want to tenggelemin myself when you all sang that happy birthday song for me right after the mass ended and again in Plangi (*jeduk2in kepala nih saking malunya!), thank you so much for AF1 Choir! Muacchhh! And thank you for the yummy cake! ... Sayang ada emaknya si ganteng, kalo gak udah gue muach2in tuh orang..hihihi..lucky him! Yesterday, he looked so cool with his shirt and ... rambutnya itu loh, ga tahan pengen gue elus2..bagus..kayaknya gue udah ketemu pemeran Yesus kalo mo bikin drama di gereja...hihihi..uuhhh pengen gue hugz hugz tuh orang..pdhal masih kecil tuh. Ga pa pa..yg penting mataku seger..muachhhh buat si ganteng!

I got polar bear (the doll, i mean) from Ervinna,Ai2,Lina , then a necklace and its nice pendant from Mr.Tao and Mr.He, and a nice purple T-Shirt from my sis Lina and thanks for your very very nice treat in Crystal Jade, Ci Mar!

P.s. I've talked to Om Kost that i am going to move to a rented house in Kayu Putih near Kelapa Gading starting from the month of September 2005..hopefully nothing changes from the plan!

Buat yg laen, thanks ya for the greetings and prayers ;)


Dasar Ceroboh lu! Pelupa! *jitak2 sendiri..

That’s what people, I mean some certain people, say about me L. It means ‘you are so careless! Always forget things!

I always try to be more careful and try to remember things by putting all my schedules and tasks and appointments on notes, especially at works.


Few times that I left my ATM card on the machine, but in one minute after leaving I began to remember and hurrily went back to the machine, took the card out since it’s always 10 seconds left for the machine to get the card back in it if no one picks it out. I was so lucky…

In gym club, one day, despite of my carelessness, I thought I had an important things to talk on phone then I took my cell phone with me while doing exercises. As the result, everytime I moved from one place to another, I forgot to take the cell phone with me and there’s always good person who reminded me or just shouted at me that I left my cell phone. Still I was so lucky….

Still in gym club, I left my earphone three times. And I wonder where it is right now…but too ashamed to ask the gym staffs for that since I already asked them few times on this matter and if I asked for this time, they will think that I intentionally do that…

In office, I once did a very very big mistake on one letter for my client..L I am still feeling guilty about that and asked for apologize to my client about that. My client is very very kind person. I am so lucky….

And today…. I didn’t know that I have taken THAT THING IN MY ROOM on my hand together with my handbag and coat! I am still so ashamed on that…… hopefully no one will notice what I HAD BROUGHT….. (Lina ! sstt..jgn cerita2)

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